There is a lot going on in my life at the moment. I’m struggling at work, having problems with my landlord and roommates, and am struggling to maintain my mental health. But in the midst of it all I am maintaing my inner peace.
I’ve been through so much the past couple of years that I know I will be ok. I know none of these things will destroy me, I know I’m stronger than anyone realizes. Stronger than any obstacles anyone tries to throw in my way.
I’m not unflappable but I’m very close to it. My adult life has not been easy but this has just been my path. So in the hurricane that is raging around me I am in the eye. I am at peace. I have an inner quiet and calm that no man or event can disturb. It’s taken me years to cultivate this within myself and after years of faking it, of having a stiff upper lip when I wanted to fall a part, I am now unshakeable. I no longer have to fake it. I no longer have to put on a farce. I can just be.
This week two bird feathers have found their way to my feet. I take this as a sign that I am on the right path. Could be delusion but that’s what I feel intuitively.